Well, this is my first update in a while. A lot has happened. Yesterday… one of my best friends, Zack… well, one of his best friends (that I don’t know) got shot and died. Someone related to his friend Jesse, called the school and asked for Zack and told him. He came out of the office and was crying. Which came as a surprise to some people because he has a reputation for being “tough” and all that stuff, you know? No one really knew what was going on. I don’t know. Zack doesn’t know who shot him and was like, “I swear to God if I find out who did it, I’m going to kill them.” I’m really worried about him, ‘cause for one, his friend died. Two, he and Beth have been… arguing a lot lately. So he hasn’t been doing too good lately. Beth is my best friend, so of course I’m worried about her too. But I think Zack is not exactly okay, but he’s coping. Does that make sense? I don’t know what he’s going to do… but I just hope it’s not stupid and… I dunno. I’m just worried. Well, I don’t want any feelings of melancholy right now, so I’m changing the subject. Today was an ok day. School was boring as usual. Beth’s mom called the school earlier this week and asked to remove Beth from AVID so her whole schedule is completely different now. I used to have EVERY class with her, but now I only have two. Tear… But maybe that’s a good thing? I won’t have as many distractions I guess. But after school talked to Beth and we decided to go to Sno*Balls (even though it’s like thirty degrees outside). And since it was in the same shopping center, we got some pizza too. We sat outside all huddled together trying to stay warm, and I stole the pizza and she just sat there. I kept trying to make her go inside ‘cause it was warm, but she wouldn’t. =( Haha. We’re crazy. Lately I’ve been trying to focus on the good things on life because it seems like I make myself depressed by bitching about the bad things in this world. Which, believe me, I realize that I figured that out a little too late. Yeah… but I’m just really glad that I have Beth there. She’s truly the only one that has been in my life that has cared about me so much and ALWAYS been there when I needed her. I sound so emo, haha. But really, I want to start being a more positive person and really appreciate what I have. I think seeing Zack so upset because of losing Jesse has made me realize that I really need to appreciate things in life before they’re gone. I dunno why, but I always worry that my mom thinks I don’t appreciate her. Which is not true whatsoever. I appreciate her a lot more than I show… because I’m too bust bitching about little things… but one of her favorite bands (Better Than Ezra) is coming March 3rd, so I’m going to get her tickets. I have to make sure she’s off though. So anyway, if she is off, I’m going to try and find a way to get tickets. It probably won’t sell out. A lot of people know about them, but in a weird way a lot of people don’t. Yeah, that made no sense. Anyway, I think I’m going to go. Bye. P.S- Keith = Hehe

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